like rly rly weird. in pw i was okay. just read my news paper. then science at the lab. was okay too. but like i was abit hyper. not that i was hyper just that i wanted to scream but i couldnt. got that weird feeling to scream. thn recess. was okay. then..... ahhhhhhh history. was so boring lahh. so i started to write. in my foolscap(spell?). then like i started writing abt how i feel. sigh. that was so totally bad. like not good? then i suddenly just broke down. i tried to hold back but i couldnt. this time i rly couldnt. i guess its too much to take. i dn cry in front of ppl. i promised myself i wouldnt. cos it just isnt right. the last time i cried in front of ppl was the gym comp. but that was still okay. sigh. but luckily i got over it quite fast. but was sad for the rest of the lesson. and afraid i would break down again. but i managed to hold out. after that ppl kept asking me why i was so gloomy. i couldnt tell them. it would just sound so stupid. i guess its just too much for me. in life u just gta fake a smile and walk on. nobodys gna be there to wait for you. you gta continue your journey with even though you're so alone inside. rather than carry it on alone. but i just wna run away. cant take the pressure anymore. i gta get away from this place. i cant feel myself. what is happening to me? tell me im not slipping into oblivion. tell me im not dying. is it really me out there? or is it just the mask i wear on my face. <3 and the air smells of crisp apple cider; |
- me, today. hit the ground running (accurate as at time of publication) hit the ground running hit the ground running what have we here? hit the ground running |
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