so i am. __ bored and in love with oxford heels and colour palettes and ombre paint splats on the chiffon dress and make them higher, those heels chic or bleak or maramandeek some makeup to match with your heels marc jacob's, ted baker's, alldressedup for you, some nordstrom's will never kill you with some candyfloss and karlie kloss barney's in new york can never beat you Labels: poem, random musings, so much noise and the air smells of crisp apple cider; today, i drew on my hand again and it looks awesome and then i drew over that with my nail polish so now it looks even awesomer :D but then im afraid it'll crack and peel(shucks!) argh }: but aaaanyway, i have pics and they look awesome so yay k is having an information overload. haha. although he bombarded me first! i think i am overly complex, something i just realised while talking. out tmr :D Labels: random musings and the air smells of crisp apple cider; scrabble as easy as peasy can be read me like an open book i am more transparent than you think figure me out easily and the air smells of crisp apple cider; take out your hopes and pains make a daisy chain and wear it round your neck parade it, masquerade it, do whatever you have to to make it known smile, and then drown in that smile and hope the daisy chain will save you and the air smells of crisp apple cider; so lovely do you see the water pooling the quiver and then the drop the pearl which screams out every bit of anger and fear most vulnerable now its time to strike - yes, care more because it is more precarious more important more everything than this four petaled flower and the air smells of crisp apple cider; i promise i will never again never betray you nor spill a word of your secret i will guard it and know who have weights on the other side and not pick those because now i know who weighs lighter on mine just like everything we talked about and the walls are up just like the stakes are up from now on ______ heart hurts and i find myself alone simply because i trust no one for the fear that - ______ cut off, shut out just when i thought i was making some progress ______ i shouldnt have i really shouldnt have and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
Are You Romantic or Realistic? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
What Famous Work of Art Are You? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
What Color Flower Are You? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
What Flower Are You? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
What Rose Represents Your Love? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
What Flavor Lip Gloss Are You? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
Are You Happy Being Single? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
What Flavor Frappuccino Are You? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
How Are You In Love? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
What Kind Of Women's Shoe Are You? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
Are You Bold? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
What Does Your Latte Say About You? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
What Flavor Ice Cream Girl Are You? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
The Cupcake Test Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
What Flavor Popsicle Are You? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
What Kind of Sundae Are You? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
What Color Should Your Toenails Be? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
Could You Be a Vegetarian? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
What Crappy Christmas Gift Are You? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
What's Your Pizza Personality? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
What European City Do You Belong In? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
How Rare Is Your Personality? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
What Kind of Soup Are You? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
What Kind of Chocolate Are You? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
What Keyboard Key Are You? omg haha and yay i am talking to kaylee now :D Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider;
How Evil Are You? Labels: blogthings and the air smells of crisp apple cider; on this note, i might just spam blogthings later because ohiamsoboredandicantgettosleepandeugenehasgoneofflinealreadysonoonetobugawwwwwwwww hahaha kbye Labels: haha, random musings, random weirdness and the air smells of crisp apple cider; and the air smells of crisp apple cider; i am not the least(est) bit sleepy, which is awwwwwwww. LOL k im like bored and stupid eugene is not replying me i bet he's moroning so like WTH EUGENE I KNOW YOU READ MY BLOG SO YEAH IM GONNA WHACK YOU WHEN I SEE YOU, YOU DIE MANXZXZX. (okay but in the most non-violent way because i am supposed to be gentle like what the shizzzzzz.) so bored ): Labels: random weirdness and the air smells of crisp apple cider; anyway, i was (kind of) encouraged when i read x's blog because although i have never liked x in the short time that i did not know him, i am suprised by what he wrote and i applaud him on his stand. because if i were in his shoes i would be... haha. so although i doubt him a whole lot, i still applaud his attitude.s oh the mystery that was the controversy that enshrouded her okay, random un-understandable haiku. haha. i like haikus because they are cool because i think so :D actually i just thought of the words mystery and controversy and enshrouded seemed like such a cool word because like, enshrouded in the fog, enshrouded in mystery, you know? imagine that mystery is a fog which follows whoever it enshrouds. like wow. k lol. btw, to eugene: i dont post that kind of shitty "yay this is my 200billionth post! yay!" thing but, i will post this - YAY THIS IS MY 230TH POST! YAY! okay, im not really happy or 'YAY', but for my amusement. haha. okay so i did it, betcha gonna do it too when you reach 200 HAHAHAHA. Labels: haha, poem, random musings, random weirdness and the air smells of crisp apple cider; and the air smells of crisp apple cider; and the air smells of crisp apple cider; hate it different phobiac change ah freaked scared you you you and away and the air smells of crisp apple cider; and the air smells of crisp apple cider; new targets new thinking new perspective new everything new life i think? i accidentally took the ite intake exercise admission booklet -_- idk why Labels: musings, random weirdness and the air smells of crisp apple cider; if you had come offensive i would've backed off straight away so even if it kills me Labels: being mad and the air smells of crisp apple cider; all over again and the air smells of crisp apple cider; although it took this long to find what i always wished but me, i am ready now because it keeps me from saying a word Labels: musings and the air smells of crisp apple cider; i know what i should do but i dont know at all if it is what i want to do for i am apt to leave and let die most of the time is it worth the saving? yes, mostly because i am lazy such things should be worth but for me i put less worth on it when it comes to saving it and then i find myself in one big mess i should not be in then i leave the dust to settle then we will cover it up together and forget what is under i feel the same way about two things - and about two other things, i am torn, majorly although for one i know what i should do and for the other there is no clear thing i really should do i am much inclined to the other which i was less inclined to before Labels: musings and the air smells of crisp apple cider; GRACE ♥ has changed his/her status to Away and the air smells of crisp apple cider; because the fact is that everything has a simple explanation no matter how complicated that explanation is it is far more simple than what you imagined and of course, it is far less horrendous as well. Labels: random musings and the air smells of crisp apple cider; i feel like dropping back to bed again i dont know why i feel like all the air has been sapped from me i had a bad night i woke up halfway cos i felt i couldnt sleep, weird thing it is had some carrot juice and laid myself on the sofa in hopes of inducing myself to sleep so incredibly tired but yet unable to sleep most horrid phenomenon ever and here i am, horribly exhausted with my life sucked out of me i did not even wake when the phone rang and i wasnt covering my ears, i was just too incredibly exhausted to link that phone ringing meant that > i should wake up and > pick up the phone i just stopped realising anything at the phone ringing part not that i was awake anyway i was just slipping in and out of conciousness and i must've had the longest dream ever and i feel like a ragged doll floppy and lifeless, she cannot lift herself up even if she wanted to on another note, i am sorry but still too exhausted to make it up. Labels: dying, random musings and the air smells of crisp apple cider; and i am going to sleep in my eyeliner and the air smells of crisp apple cider; but not that you're awake, you look like you are dead as you stare blankly, straight ahead like those people who die with their eyes wide open i dont know how they do it anyway, you lie there on your back with your head propped up awkward position, but you do not move, nevertheless your finger taps out words letter by letter, like on a typewriter but actually just on your laptop nicking the nail of your index finger in the process and you crave for malt vinegar Labels: musings and the air smells of crisp apple cider; weallstoplinkinganyonecoseveryoneisdoingitsoifwedoittooitshowsthatwearedayumcooltoo shiz??? like seriously and the air smells of crisp apple cider; Labels: musings and the air smells of crisp apple cider; and bring you to places only your mind's eye sees Labels: poem and the air smells of crisp apple cider; with all its abstractness and randomness indulge not but just be paint pictures with words be whimsical is what i want to be so lighthearted like life is a watercolour picture often i live life like an oil painting bright bold hard fast spread on thickly i liken my life to a leonid afremov painting thick and bright and mashings of colours in weird places you would not imagine splaps they look like but they are not they are carefully applied applied thickly the mix of colours gradient not ombre but still so beautiful so beautiful to me so very much alike seeing is believing but sometimes i am wont to wanting a watercolour life so whimsy so lighthearted more carefree althought that is not me she is the watercolour picture in many ways as i am the oil painting in many ways too so evident even from our rooms but i am cutting back less intensity although it is this brashness and boldness and intensity that makes me often i am hard with my words solid like bricks but sometimes i want to write feathers instead because they are so enticing a long loop a slow long ride you enjoy just like how i watch the day go by at my favourite place many times just sitting and pondering pondering so slow now but still much thickly spread still an oil painting no matter the speed painfully carefully intricately like being carved slowly slowly never light and whimsical but carefully so i do not nick my nails Labels: ♥ onomatopoeia, abstract, random musings and the air smells of crisp apple cider; a veh prcrius situtn :D :D :D k im a bt mad cuz im lk so hppy cuz i fnshd my 1h pryr thngy cuz i dnt thnk i cld do it bt yay God sw m thrgh yayyayyay k im being lame cuz actly i dnt fl lk blgng nw bt ya im just so yayz nd all so yeh hhahahahahahhaah pfft haha im lk tlkng inchrnt thngs to k and wd nwx hahahahahahhahaah b lv you al :D and the air smells of crisp apple cider; i dont know what to write but i do want to write oh well, not really but i have nothing else to do and im waiting for my nails to dry (hahahahahhahahahahaha) and i dont want to watch tv cos it makes me feel so loser (i mean like, who watches tv in the day? i feel weird when i do) stupid morons both didnt reply my msg >:( humpf weird friends you'd never think we were good friends or anything like i said, weird i am amazed i am close with them it is a weird phenomenon pale pink but i really want blue but i think its all stuck maybe i'll get it today maybe maybe if they ps me i will starbucksssss myself hahaha am quite addicted to starbucks now idk why prolly cos its like the cheapest and well, it is quite nice aaaaand plushy chairs :D i dont do starbucks unless they have plushy chairs for me heh :P okay actually i like the atmosphere and like eugene says, need jazz music haha kaposaksakpdapoadkosaoksakoasdkoadokdasaodkapsokdaposkdapsdkapdoapodk $15 dont think thats gonna last me D: yay shanz next week :D :D :D cant waittttttt okay this is a super stupid post and really unlike me because i usually blog when i feel like so i actually like my posts and how everything flows but not this one cos i was just tryna think of stupid stuffx to write because i is/are/was/were boredxzxz and waiting for my nails to dry!!!!!! pffargh i have better things to do. i think. :P but anyw i just dont really have anything to write for now because i dont feel like thinking hahahaha yay out later i actually dont mind if they ps me now haha nice little weird thoughtful conversation yesterday unlike any we've ever had idk if it was just me or it was you too but i felt a little weird, like a barrier, a buffer, kind of held back and so very civil and polite(if you get what i mean by polite) and shizzzzz. maybe cos things changed i dunno but i thought it was only on my part or maybe because we never really talked to each other properly or really wanted to talk like ulterior motives and shiz you get my drift? so now, no motives and no motivation to talk maybe shit i keep nicking my nails dang dang dang but nvm :P okay off now my nails are dried (kinda) will prolly post again later when i paint the next coat xxx and the air smells of crisp apple cider; |
- me, today. hit the ground running (accurate as at time of publication) hit the ground running hit the ground running what have we here? hit the ground running |
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has a pink polaroid and no film wanted a pink holga because it was, well, pink believes in non-committalism(i think)(but not really) is still as anti as ever (that's end-without-the-d, tie) starbucks' hot chocolate is pretty good |
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