Red Poppies - Anyone Else but You

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grace
diary
blog
rant
leave

thoughts

ive got so many thoughts running through my head now
so i just shall start with the least important one

she is sucha fcking fcking biatch.
honest. i cant stand her.
shes like sucha HYPOCRITE.
i nv told anyone this cos i dn wna hurt anyone.
but shes so annoying.
shes like trying to suck up to everyone.
and its horrid.
people actually think shes the poor stuckinthemiddle person.
hello?
shes not.
shes just a fcking hypocrite trying to get close to everyone.

im being so vulgar. but im rly so pisssed.
i dn wna be.

anw, i realised that i often mix up fiction with reality.
when i read a book i get so into it.
like imma part of it.
was reading FLIPPED just now.
i cried. like a lot.
itsa damn nice story. i dno why.
its rly simple. i mean the whole story just is.
theres rly no complicated plot whatsoever.
but thats what makes the story so special.
so amazing.
i felt like i was in there, like i was seeing everything that was happening..
when the story ended i felt like i'd lost myself in there.
like my heart was still in the book.
i always get this when i read certain books.
it'd take awhile to detach myself.
honest, half the time i never wn the story to end.
i just wna keep reading and reading what happens.
but the story always ends.

each book is like a biography of the characters.
its so amazing.
at first it make seemed boring or whatever..
but slowly you'll connect with it.
then you'll feel like you were there,
you'd start picturing the scenes in your mind.
as if it rly happened.
as if you rly saw it.

books often get me mixed up with my real-life emotions.
cos my heart goes on holiday and stays in there for a little while,
even when i've finished the book.

it always feels like a loss to finish a book.
never feels like you've gained.
cos you wna go back to the start
and read it all over again.
like you've never read it before.

i've never been so insightful before.
or maybe i've just never thought about it.

you'd never know.
i still think of you.
i'd take that one more chance.
if i were given it, that is.

<3

and the air smells of crisp apple cider;