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grace
diary
blog
rant
leave

i feel blocked
i dont know what to write but i do want to write
oh well, not really but i have nothing else to do
and im waiting for my nails to dry (hahahahahhahahahahaha)
and i dont want to watch tv cos it makes me feel so loser (i mean like, who watches tv in the day? i feel weird when i do)
stupid morons both didnt reply my msg >:( humpf
weird friends
you'd never think we were good friends or anything
like i said, weird
i am amazed i am close with them
it is a weird phenomenon

pale pink
but i really want blue
but i think its all stuck
maybe i'll get it today
maybe maybe
if they ps me i will starbucksssss myself
hahaha

am quite addicted to starbucks now idk why
prolly cos its like the cheapest
and well, it is quite nice
aaaaand plushy chairs :D
i dont do starbucks unless they have plushy chairs for me
heh :P
okay actually i like the atmosphere
and like eugene says, need jazz music
haha

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$15
dont think thats gonna last me D:

yay shanz next week :D :D :D
cant waittttttt

okay this is a super stupid post and really unlike me because i usually blog when i feel like so i actually like my posts and how everything flows but not this one cos i was just tryna think of stupid stuffx to write because i is/are/was/were boredxzxz and waiting for my nails to dry!!!!!! pffargh i have better things to do. i think. :P but anyw i just dont really have anything to write for now because i dont feel like thinking hahahaha yay out later i actually dont mind if they ps me now haha

nice little weird thoughtful conversation yesterday unlike any we've ever had idk if it was just me or it was you too but i felt a little weird, like a barrier, a buffer, kind of held back and so very civil and polite(if you get what i mean by polite) and shizzzzz. maybe cos things changed i dunno but i thought it was only on my part or maybe because we never really talked to each other properly or really wanted to talk like ulterior motives and shiz you get my drift? so now, no motives and no motivation to talk maybe

shit i keep nicking my nails dang dang dang
but nvm :P

okay off now my nails are dried (kinda) will prolly post again later when i paint the next coat

xxx

and the air smells of crisp apple cider;