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i just realised that i havent properly blogged for quite a long time already. well, not really a long time, but i havent had a proper post for.. many posts. haha. and i really hate starting my posts with "i just realised..." although that is an oft phenomenon for me. in fact, i think i do really dislike the word realised right now, which, i hate to say, i just realised. and i have this list of words i regularly use. because i do really use them regularly. okay that was random.

i know i really shouldnt be up now, but its the coffee, i swear its the coffee. although i dont remember it having such effect on me the last time, which was really long ago anyway. but i felt i was in need of coffee this afternoon, i forgot why, so when d asked me if i was going to k's i sed yes(in the end, that is, after i mulled about it since, today, it wasnt about iced milo as it usually is). so iced coffee ensued, and here i wonderfully am. which means that if i do wake up tomorrow(assuming i will not be in comatose, and i'd better not be, because i have so much to do tomorrow) i will probably have to get coffee again, which, really isnt ideal at all. but then again, i have survived worse days without.

nevermind tomorrow. today(or yesterday?)(ohwell we'll just stick with today, since according to my body clock it is anyway) i did something i wanted to do for a long time, to a singularly unexpected person. it made me grin and laugh because thats what i'd do if i was in that unexpected person's shoes [: and i got my other errands done too(finally!), this morning, and managed to reach a minute-and-a-half-ish before z, so i was a happy accomplished birdie. (can you see my grin!?) and closing was great too becausssssse i happened to beat the time z set (although i wasnt thinking about it at all!) it just happened that i did so double kudos to me, and after that i finally got to do up the whole spreadsheet i'd been wanting to do for daysss because d was there till late. and of course i was majorly satisfied when i'd finished it, because all those roughly scribbled stuff were really getting to me, and im like this huge sucker for catagorizing everything. so yes, to see everything properly catagorized and sectioned made me very very happy [: (i know, i sound like such a freak!)

okay, so many smileys and exclaimations. basically i had a fufilling and accomplished day today(on hindsight. haha). anddd i finally got round to deciding to get the shoes, so mom picked them up for me today (yay ♥s). because my charles&keith shoes have completely died on me. (okay i wanted to do an analogy here, but nevermind, that'd be too long and i cant be bothered to think of all the similarities, haha) after wearing those shoes for a month-ish, i have sworn off charles&keith shoes because, in conclusion, they are terrendous. which is, terrible+horrendous, yes, that bad. but then again it doesnt mean that i wont buy their shoes anymore, i will, like who doesnt want cheap shoes that look nice? (although they suck and are lousy and shitty and cmicmicmiomg okay im ranting and getting incoherent but, really, i could rant you about how lousy they are, for the whole day) it just means that i will abstain from shopping for work shoes there. and anyway they practically bring in new shoes just to put them on sale, that doesnt say much about them does that?

ohwell i really should go now, and so here it is, finally(i've sed that a lot of times in this post havent i? just goes to show how much the procrastinator i am) a proper post(according to my definitions anyway). although it was weird, since i never really ever blog about my day, not since.. a long time, anyway. but i guess it was only semi-aboutmyday, since it wasnt like "today i went to blahblah and i blahblah-ed and then i saw blahblahblah and then i bought an antique cat fur keyring..." and so on cos i really hate those kind of posts! (no offence to anyone though) (okay im starting to blab, i really should stop here!)

x

PS: as you can see, i dislike using the aprostrophy, so i dont really use it where i should eggcept that it has been creeping into my writing(!) slowly but surely. and that is although my name has one in it(hah! yours doesnt!), which i hated acknowleging for the longest time(yeah, i had issues with name, like how weird is that?) but now ive come to embrace it(okay this sounds weird). and recently, ive been in this "HAH!" mood, for some weird reason or another. i keep saying it at the weirdest times, for no particular reason(which is worst than a weird reason, really, because with a weird reason at least its a reason, you know?).

PPS: from writing this i just realised(shit, realised :<) that i have penchant for looooooooong sentences. okay not really, more like i have a penchant for trying to stuff everything that i have to say about something into one sentence which then makes it vehryvehrylong(and then i will add some text-in-brackets for good measure)(and yet another text-in-brackets if im feeling really generous)(or feeling the urgent need to fully express myself in ONE terribly long sentence)(or extentially maximise my sentence, although thats like whattheheck)(like this)

PPPS: and have you realised i, well, really do like to use the words 'well,'(with the comma! you can just hear the comma in speech) and 'really' in my sentences. so much so that, they're, well, pretty much overused in my writings. well, i really shouldnt go on about this should i? ;)

PPPPS: (dont think too much about the antique cat fur keyring. dont try to google it either, its just something i came up with because i had that head-bangingly boredoutofmybrains feeling for like 5 seconds(and thats the kind of weird stuff i come up with when i am, well, head-bangingly boredoutofmybrains). no, it is not some weird, new-fangled inventioned that you shouldve heard of but didnt.)

PPPPPS: on hindsight, maybe you should try googling(or google-ing?) the antique cat fur keyring. who knows, might be something that the infinitely smart, geniusy you hasnt heard of!

PPPPPPS: i've had so many 'PS'-es i might as well be writing another post. but then again i havent wrote something so fun for the longest time.

PPPPPPPS: okay bye, its 5.04am and i really should get to sleep, like NOW (lest something bad happens to me, e.g. i fall into comatose, or worse still, i get sick again)

Labels: being mad, drunk, haha, random weirdness, so much noise, thoughts, today was, utter weirdness

and the air smells of crisp apple cider;