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grace
diary
blog
rant
leave

"shit, i have a lot of leg muscle.
i don't want to have so much muscle.
maybe if i stick with you more my muscles will transfer to you!
like... like teleporting!
maybe my leg muscles will teleport to you."

- conversation with self (and j on the side)

Labels: random weirdness, today was

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because
because
because
cccccynic

i hate studying
be back inawhile
watch this space

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ṡεṃ says:
my arms and legs are like mj from the 70's and my body is like mj b4 death O.O

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"i thought you'd reached your maximum capacity of stupid actions already." well, apparently not. good night world <:

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Today(and the past few) With JT:

forever and ever. amen.

forever and ever and ever and ever. amen, amen, amen.

club 24

chan mali chan

hole in the ozone layer right above our school

maybe the sun rises from our school?

petition for discrimination against fat people (size 26!)

insider jokes all the way

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Looky Look

source:http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Camilla_Belle

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bet it'll be edited off soon enough, ha ha.

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i hope i am making the most of my life
i really do

waking up at 6 was good
but of course,

i havent been on blogger for real long
i wish it wouldnt lag so

but then of course i have 5 youtube vids loading at once
so of course it would

i have used 'of course' four times in this post already
more to come (of course)

did you know there was such a word as 'clothier'
i wanted to laugh, really, and actually i did
but seriously,

cloth⋅ier /ˈkloʊðyər, -iər/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [klohth-yer, -ee-er]

–noun
1. a retailer of clothing.
2. a person who makes or sells cloth.

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Origin:
1325–75; cloth + -ier 1 ; r. ME clother
Dictionary.com Unabridged
Based on the Random House Dictionary, © Random House, Inc. 2009.

cloth·ier (klōth'yər, klō'thē-ər)

n. One that makes or sells clothing or cloth.

The American Heritage® Dictionary of the English Language, Fourth EditionCopyright © 2009 by Houghton Mifflin Company.Published by Houghton Mifflin Company. All rights reserved.

Clothier

Cloth"ier\, n. 1. One who makes cloths; one who dresses or fulls cloth. --Hayward.

2. One who sells cloth or clothes, or who makes and sells clothes.
Webster's Revised Unabridged Dictionary, © 1996, 1998 MICRA, Inc.

ohwell but as it seems, the word is only supported by three(three!) dictionaries so that really doesnt say much and i really wouldnt be surprised if he'd just made the word up in the first place (i doubt he checked for its credibility, really)

everytime i see it i just feel like going, "really!" in that tone, you know
okay if you really want to know how it sounds, since i do really say really a whole lot, it would be like:

(smirks)"really!" (rolls eyes and shakes head and laughs smirkishly simultaneously)

on a side note, then do i count as one too?
HA HA

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btw to a certain someone HI YOU OWE ME 21BUXX MAN PAY UP PAY UP
and youre awful dumb to be borrowing money from someone you dont really seem to want to talk to (in my opinion) but ANYWAY now youve borrowed money from me you have to talk to me so too bad TEXT ME OR SOMMMMMETHING ABOUT THIS IF NOT IM GONNA TURN UP AT YOUR HOUSE I KNOW YOUR ADDRESS ALREADY OKAY HAHAHA okay i know you were desperate but too bad anyhow [:
but seriously, if youre reading this do it soon-ish and although you prolly dont want to hear this i miss you k and youre being bloodeh stupid for running. away. or whatever it is you are doing I WANT TO HEAR ABOUT IT so get back to me SOON. like REAL SOON or i'll really camp outside your house you know i will. and tell me what is going on with you you idiot you got your gwh already what do you want. im not asking you to come back but were friends and you know what friends are for. NOT FOR AVOIDING, anyway. okay see i wrote a paragraph for you so damnit call me.

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k ive got stuffx to do bye [:

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i just realised that i havent properly blogged for quite a long time already. well, not really a long time, but i havent had a proper post for.. many posts. haha. and i really hate starting my posts with "i just realised..." although that is an oft phenomenon for me. in fact, i think i do really dislike the word realised right now, which, i hate to say, i just realised. and i have this list of words i regularly use. because i do really use them regularly. okay that was random.

i know i really shouldnt be up now, but its the coffee, i swear its the coffee. although i dont remember it having such effect on me the last time, which was really long ago anyway. but i felt i was in need of coffee this afternoon, i forgot why, so when d asked me if i was going to k's i sed yes(in the end, that is, after i mulled about it since, today, it wasnt about iced milo as it usually is). so iced coffee ensued, and here i wonderfully am. which means that if i do wake up tomorrow(assuming i will not be in comatose, and i'd better not be, because i have so much to do tomorrow) i will probably have to get coffee again, which, really isnt ideal at all. but then again, i have survived worse days without.

nevermind tomorrow. today(or yesterday?)(ohwell we'll just stick with today, since according to my body clock it is anyway) i did something i wanted to do for a long time, to a singularly unexpected person. it made me grin and laugh because thats what i'd do if i was in that unexpected person's shoes [: and i got my other errands done too(finally!), this morning, and managed to reach a minute-and-a-half-ish before z, so i was a happy accomplished birdie. (can you see my grin!?) and closing was great too becausssssse i happened to beat the time z set (although i wasnt thinking about it at all!) it just happened that i did so double kudos to me, and after that i finally got to do up the whole spreadsheet i'd been wanting to do for daysss because d was there till late. and of course i was majorly satisfied when i'd finished it, because all those roughly scribbled stuff were really getting to me, and im like this huge sucker for catagorizing everything. so yes, to see everything properly catagorized and sectioned made me very very happy [: (i know, i sound like such a freak!)

okay, so many smileys and exclaimations. basically i had a fufilling and accomplished day today(on hindsight. haha). anddd i finally got round to deciding to get the shoes, so mom picked them up for me today (yay ♥s). because my charles&keith shoes have completely died on me. (okay i wanted to do an analogy here, but nevermind, that'd be too long and i cant be bothered to think of all the similarities, haha) after wearing those shoes for a month-ish, i have sworn off charles&keith shoes because, in conclusion, they are terrendous. which is, terrible+horrendous, yes, that bad. but then again it doesnt mean that i wont buy their shoes anymore, i will, like who doesnt want cheap shoes that look nice? (although they suck and are lousy and shitty and cmicmicmiomg okay im ranting and getting incoherent but, really, i could rant you about how lousy they are, for the whole day) it just means that i will abstain from shopping for work shoes there. and anyway they practically bring in new shoes just to put them on sale, that doesnt say much about them does that?

ohwell i really should go now, and so here it is, finally(i've sed that a lot of times in this post havent i? just goes to show how much the procrastinator i am) a proper post(according to my definitions anyway). although it was weird, since i never really ever blog about my day, not since.. a long time, anyway. but i guess it was only semi-aboutmyday, since it wasnt like "today i went to blahblah and i blahblah-ed and then i saw blahblahblah and then i bought an antique cat fur keyring..." and so on cos i really hate those kind of posts! (no offence to anyone though) (okay im starting to blab, i really should stop here!)

x

PS: as you can see, i dislike using the aprostrophy, so i dont really use it where i should eggcept that it has been creeping into my writing(!) slowly but surely. and that is although my name has one in it(hah! yours doesnt!), which i hated acknowleging for the longest time(yeah, i had issues with name, like how weird is that?) but now ive come to embrace it(okay this sounds weird). and recently, ive been in this "HAH!" mood, for some weird reason or another. i keep saying it at the weirdest times, for no particular reason(which is worst than a weird reason, really, because with a weird reason at least its a reason, you know?).

PPS: from writing this i just realised(shit, realised :<) that i have penchant for looooooooong sentences. okay not really, more like i have a penchant for trying to stuff everything that i have to say about something into one sentence which then makes it vehryvehrylong(and then i will add some text-in-brackets for good measure)(and yet another text-in-brackets if im feeling really generous)(or feeling the urgent need to fully express myself in ONE terribly long sentence)(or extentially maximise my sentence, although thats like whattheheck)(like this)

PPPS: and have you realised i, well, really do like to use the words 'well,'(with the comma! you can just hear the comma in speech) and 'really' in my sentences. so much so that, they're, well, pretty much overused in my writings. well, i really shouldnt go on about this should i? ;)

PPPPS: (dont think too much about the antique cat fur keyring. dont try to google it either, its just something i came up with because i had that head-bangingly boredoutofmybrains feeling for like 5 seconds(and thats the kind of weird stuff i come up with when i am, well, head-bangingly boredoutofmybrains). no, it is not some weird, new-fangled inventioned that you shouldve heard of but didnt.)

PPPPPS: on hindsight, maybe you should try googling(or google-ing?) the antique cat fur keyring. who knows, might be something that the infinitely smart, geniusy you hasnt heard of!

PPPPPPS: i've had so many 'PS'-es i might as well be writing another post. but then again i havent wrote something so fun for the longest time.

PPPPPPPS: okay bye, its 5.04am and i really should get to sleep, like NOW (lest something bad happens to me, e.g. i fall into comatose, or worse still, i get sick again)

Labels: being mad, drunk, haha, random weirdness, so much noise, thoughts, today was, utter weirdness

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tommorow i shall sleep the whole day. honest.
well, almost, anyway.
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i should be sleeping
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i am soooooooooooo majorly pysched about my new heels!!! but im not sure when i'll get a chance to wear them. maybe sunday. aaand i promise not to buy anything under 4" anymore. unless its for work, or they're converse or oxfords, or they're reeeeeeally too awesome, or they're, well, flats. haha. okay that wasnt very good was it? but omg, shoesssss. i think there are like 5-ish more pairs that i want to get :
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and that reminds me, my yellow converses are coming in june :D

Labels: random weirdness, shoe addiction

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"before you even touch the door you start laughing already. wahlau eh. what so funny?!"

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a can of rootbeer and im ready to go [:

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omghahahahaha
i know you know we all know
now

maybe yes maybe no
actually i dont know

we will see again
maybe monday
or maybe when you come over

i dont know why
i dont know why
is it just because it is normal?
or is it different
because
now it seems like
it is an effort

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i decided i want to do something

* is fun. i am enjoying it incredibly and i dont mind too much that i spend ALL my time on it. i look forward to it every day, something that has not happened for anything in a long time. maybe i have found what i want to do in life although it isnt what i've always wanted, but my perspectives are changing.

i like * a whole lot and talking to him made me change my perspective, made me see things differently. he made me rethink my ideals in life and now i feel differently about many things. and i am closer to him i guess.

things change quickly and i feel as if i am a part of it already, and it is a part of me. i dont think i'll be going anywhere any time soon because it is all so wonderful. chemistry, and so i like you more already, some how we click better then the others, so it is the chemistry (:

suddenly i want to do more, get more out of my time, my life. i actually want to be a better person (that sounds so weird like omg grace is taking herself too seriously!!! and SO cliche, and so ewwargh, but i actually have that feeling okay!). so weird dang. i actually want to be.

i am changing in such weird ways ]:

i hate tacking, but when i think of * i can imagine what he'd say to me which would make an awful lot of sense so i cannot argue, and i sigh and i resign to the fact that i have to tack tack tack and not complain.

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the other day that guy smiled at me. today i realised he was from the shop right next door. and today i also realised that the shop was selling watches. yeah, i never realised. now he smiles at me all the time when i see him. i like him a whole lotalready, i like most people a whole lot. but then of course there are the occasional weirdly omgifeellikesplashingwateratyouandshouting'wakeup!' kind of people (which are just ugh, such as kl and dh LOLOL). i just laugh at them though, cos they're so cocky its ridunkulus, and obviously i cannot splash water at them, although i alwaysss have the urge to.

oh and i finally realised which was the crf, i always thought it was a clock shop T.T but i still dont know who's the girl i really wonder

today i had my lunch outdoors which was lovely and i should cam more again

my contacts are so dry they are going to jump out of my eyes any moment. i just realised that i should really change them, but what the heck anyway.

i like how you always sing and hum and whistle. one day i will too.

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i just found this blogthings quiz i did wayyyyyyyy back, long before my blogthings spam(haha), and the quiz was the same as one that i did in my blogthings spam, and the result was exactly the same. which is surprising, in many ways. i guess i havent changed much then.

on this note, i might just spam blogthings later because
ohiamsoboredandicantgettosleepandeugenehasgoneofflinealreadysonoonetobugawwwwwwwww hahaha

kbye

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i cannot get to sleep, which is so sad.
i am not the least(est) bit sleepy, which is awwwwwwww.
LOL
k im like bored and stupid eugene is not replying me i bet he's moroning so like WTH EUGENE I KNOW YOU READ MY BLOG SO YEAH IM GONNA WHACK YOU WHEN I SEE YOU, YOU DIE MANXZXZX. (okay but in the most non-violent way because i am supposed to be gentle like what the shizzzzzz.)

so bored ):

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i suddenly thought of what dad sed to me the other day, when i got in trouble(haha). i never really thought of it that way, really. but nevertheless i think that is what i will do, simply because it is the easiest(i think) and that's what it is in the first place. it was that simple in the first place, so i will leave it at that and not complicate it or let it complicate itself.

anyway, i was (kind of) encouraged when i read x's blog because although i have never liked x in the short time that i did not know him, i am suprised by what he wrote and i applaud him on his stand. because if i were in his shoes i would be... haha. so although i doubt him a whole lot, i still applaud his attitude.s

oh the mystery
that was the controversy
that enshrouded her

okay, random un-understandable haiku. haha. i like haikus because they are cool because i think so :D
actually i just thought of the words mystery and controversy and enshrouded seemed like such a cool word because like, enshrouded in the fog, enshrouded in mystery, you know? imagine that mystery is a fog which follows whoever it enshrouds. like wow.

k lol.

btw, to eugene:
i dont post that kind of shitty "yay this is my 200billionth post! yay!" thing
but, i will post this - YAY THIS IS MY 230TH POST! YAY!
okay, im not really happy or 'YAY', but for my amusement. haha. okay so i did it, betcha gonna do it too when you reach 200 HAHAHAHA.

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new goals
new targets
new thinking
new perspective
new everything
new life i think?

i accidentally took the ite intake exercise admission booklet -_- idk why

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THE Comprehensive guide to Coffee Drinking

by Eugene and Grace

Level 1 - kopitiam(coffeeshop)
Level 2 - food court
Level 3 - coffeebean
Level 4 - spinelli
Level 5 - starbucks
Level 6 - pacific coffee
Level 7 - gloria jeans coffee
Level 8 - tcc
Level 9 - hotel
Level 10 - country club (and play golf)
Level 11 - fly to brazil and drink coffee
Level 12 - drink at some super high class hotel in france
Level 13 - become coffee connoiseur
Mastery of Coffee Drinking Level - Drink at your own coffee plantation
Extreme Mastery of Coffee Drinking Level - stay at home drink 3 in 1 coffee (cos there's no place like home)

what level are you?

(note: we took super long to compile this cos we argued a lot about the spinelli/starbucks levels and the hotel/country club levels. and we took over an hour cos we started discussing coffee at 4.47pm according to my chat logs :D yeah we rot. totally.)

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have been spamming blogthings.com like mad recently, as you can see from my previous 3844353942984652 posts (: i think it's interesting that most of it is quite accurate, except the socks one (haha try and find it)

laugh at people who take themselves too seriously
like, seriously (:P)

random fact: i cant stand berets. i dont think they look good on anyone, at all. period.

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go(ld) figure

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