Red Poppies - Anyone Else but You

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grace
diary
blog
rant
leave

yes, no, maybe so.
but what i really want to
hear is sure/why not.

(and i really want to sleep now, but.)

Labels: haiku, poem, sleepy eepy

and the air smells of crisp apple cider;

i've been dreaming these few days
and they havent been good ones
every time i sleep, i dream
maybe that's why im so tired
i dreamt again this afternoon
a long one, just like last night
and i know it was scary
i just dont remember what
but it was running away from
and stuff like that, you know
i dont know why though
maybe its because im afraid
it was a weird dream, it
consisted of stuff i have thought
about before. but way more
fairytale-d and fictional
i dont know, but i know it
has something to do with
you.

Labels: dying, sleepy eepy, thoughts

and the air smells of crisp apple cider;

Just Dream

feeling a little off the charts now since i had a terrible achy night and the remnents of three dreams still in my head. three dreams, three different people, r, k and m (none of which you would know).

r, the first dream, i dont remember what happened but anyway we were real close and talking about our lives(theyre real different) thats about all i can recollect. oh and something like we were at some event thingum and then we left together and promised to keep in touch. slightly weird because i havent been in contact with r for ages.

the second dream, i dont remember anything either, now. i just remember i dreamt about something with k in it.

the last dream i had, and the most poignant one, probably because it was the last, and maybe because of m. definitely havent seen m in awhile, so is funny how m pops up in my dream. starts with something like me and r(another one) at somerset mrt (i just recognize the insides) and r's telling me about this vora vora thingum (dont even ask) that i should go to. somehow m is there, and r leaves on the train, so i ask m about this vora vora thing and m's going to it so i tag along. pretty boring story anyway. and stuff (that im not about to discuss here) conspire. we reach vora vora event, and m takes off with friends. i bump into a there, who is with alleged bf. so apparently vora vora is this huge anime-ish event that is shiz freaky. haha. anyway the dream doesnt make sense now that ive explained it. and it seems more like a (dumb) reason to have m in my (subconscious, anyway) thoughts.

oh and did i mention that somewhere in the last dream i found the space to put in a job application at art friend (fully knowing that i have only a week till school starts).

okay end of bad storytelling skills. i hated writing this but i just had to, for the record.

Labels: sleepy eepy, utter weirdness

and the air smells of crisp apple cider;

this week has been rather terrible for me, havent really been able to stay up at all. monday was alright, considering i overdid it - sleeping at 6.30. maybe im paying for it now, but it has never taken so long to pay back sleep debts. no matter what, it usually takes only a day. this is the third day and im still not alright. once it hits 11, im feeling really sleepy and by 12 im totally gone, burnt.

sucks for me cos i have a shitload i need to be doing, i keep putting it off only to come to the same state the next night. work has been crazy, loads to do, but i wouldnt say tiring though, so that still doesnt explain anything. and i wouldnt say i wake up terribly early either, i have been getting a good 8 hours of sleep these few nights, what with sleeping at 12.

lost both of my ipod cases, terribly irritating. means i have to make a new one(or two), and i all i feel like doing is sssssleeping. and i really liked the first one too(doubt i have any more of that fabric). oh well.

want more shoes! >: bad. am thinking of getting another pair, have gotten another pair, and am waiting for two more pairs to arrive. shoe count is scarily high and getting higher. and worse, have no intentions to S.A.M.S.(Stop Acquiring More Shoes). terribilia.

Labels: musings, shoe addiction, sleepy eepy

and the air smells of crisp apple cider;

sheeeesh >:
coffee is bad
book is awesome
research i like leastest
i remembered to pack the ______
stop berating me already [:

silences that are not so awkward
mood swings
swatches of smiles at the sun
unerring differences
a surprise
but nevertheless
it was nice

a stiff drink
some stiffish competition
stiffen up
and lets go

eeper jeepers
<3 xxx

Labels: randumm, sleepy eepy, today was

and the air smells of crisp apple cider;